life means noting to me :[

"crimson ashes"

ashes have onlty begun to fall from the nightsky,
turning into blood when it hits the ground,
just as she walked around the scattered flames,
thus is her world, where her suffering has only begun,

(wishing for death, still breathing)
her tears falls from the sky like shooting stars,
feeling only for herself to blame,
desperately trying to cover her shame,

silently picking up her shattered dreams,
every time lighting comes,
angels let out distorted screams,
thus is only the beginning of her suffering,
so many scars covering her flesh,
every second testing her heart,
with sweet whispers coming from her mouth "when will i die?"
echoing across her world, making even the falling ashes to tremble,

(wishing for death, still breathing)
her tears falls from the sky like shooting stars,
feeling only for herself to blame,
desperately trying to cover her shame,


distant mists filled with whispering screams,
only from her darkest dreams, spilling blood im streams,
dropping all her shattered soul,
hope she have finally found, only within death s kiss,

(again) crimson ashes falling, flooding her mind with blood,
awaking with screams, only to find her tears
stained with blood still.......