life means noting to me :[

i hate when you work so hard on a rationship and it just falls to crap or it doeznt work any more and you still love that person but they leave you and you whant to work shit out and they pretty are like dont whant to work it out and they run a way to me runing a way wont solve any thing it will come back sooner or later but i just thank its phthic when they do it its like oh i dont love you any more bye bye this world sucks and that dam saying is always true nice guys loose but gay ass crap happens for i dam gueese any one agree comment plz

i really did know her very much she was a good friend but good bye R.I.P :( girlie19

"crimson ashes"

ashes have onlty begun to fall from the nightsky,
turning into blood when it hits the ground,
just as she walked around the scattered flames,
thus is her world, where her suffering has only begun,

(wishing for death, still breathing)
her tears falls from the sky like shooting stars,
feeling only for herself to blame,
desperately trying to cover her shame,

silently picking up her shattered dreams,
every time lighting comes,
angels let out distorted screams,
thus is only the beginning of her suffering,
so many scars covering her flesh,
every second testing her heart,
with sweet whispers coming from her mouth "when will i die?"
echoing across her world, making even the falling ashes to tremble,

(wishing for death, still breathing)
her tears falls from the sky like shooting stars,
feeling only for herself to blame,
desperately trying to cover her shame,


distant mists filled with whispering screams,
only from her darkest dreams, spilling blood im streams,
dropping all her shattered soul,
hope she have finally found, only within death s kiss,

(again) crimson ashes falling, flooding her mind with blood,
awaking with screams, only to find her tears
stained with blood still.......

A heart broke
By the sad word goodbye
It's hard to believe
One word can make so many cry

A loss too many
A team fallen apart
Can one bad play
Really break so many hearts

A different religion
A different race
Why can't we
See the hurt on their face

A broken heart
A divided team
A cry for help
A shattered dream.